Purchasing Dinner Dress

Last night I was online shopping to purchase a dinner dress for my coming dinner. For the whole day, (I mean yestesday) I keep on hesitate which one I should choose. Every dresses seem so beautiful. So, I decide to ask some of my friends, see what are their opinion. The result is they choose the purple dress for me. :( Nobody support me. But, nevermind. the purple dress is nice too.:) Just now, I'm just checking the status of delivery of the dress. STATUS: DELIVERY. By seeing this, my heart felt so happy. Just hoping that it will reach me on this Friday. Amen.†

Waiting...

7 days to go~~~ Everything will be answer! How would it be? So nervous... I bet every students now not in study mood... Hahaha... [ Waiting Mode = On ]

What a Big Relief

Yesterday, I just finish Chemistry DK024 paper and followed by Math’s DM024 paper today. I’m so happy because I can answer well in my math compared to my previous paper which is Physics and Chemistry. Yeah, it’s damn. I can’t answer well in those two subjects. What a disappointed. Luckily, it was a miracle today. My math will cover a bit my pointer. The questions are quite easy for me and hopefully with no careless I can get an A for it. Just I’m a bit disappointed. If I was given 2 minutes more, for sure I can prove the equation. Yet, I had made a silly mistake. It’s seemed to be that I will lose 7 marks or maybe more. Yeah, it’s my fault too. I was venting for a moment. After that, then I realized that time will not enough if I’m not starting to answer the question now. What an inanity! I should not do that again!!!

Double Angle Formulae

Yeah, let’s us take a look at this Double Angle Formulae.

What are simple formulae! How could I forget about it! Damnly shit! How could I forget about the digit ‘2’? I simply lost my 7 marks just because of '2'? What a damn situation. if I could return to the past, I wish that I can change my answers. Yeah, if I can do so. But,it's just a dream of daydreaming. 

Surely, thx God. I'm lucky that just a trial and not an actual exam. I'm made to learn from my mistake. I'll make sure that I wouldn't forget about this silly mistake anymore. I will try my best and answer the questions carefully. My new mission in math: "Avoid Careless Mistake!". Let's us strike towards excellent!!!

Pre-final Weeks

My gosh! My concentration a bit affected by the news I heard last nite. Really, i can't fully concentrate when I sit 4 my English paper this morning. But, thx God. I have the strength to do better in my Physics paper .Even though, I know that I will fail my Physics but I satisfied because I tried to answer the entire question given. Hopefully I can pass it. Luckily, it’s just a pre-final not the actual exam. If not, I can’t imagine what will be my result. Tomorrow is Chemistry paper. I love organic chemistry so much. I put all my effort on it. The syllabus in 1st semester, I can’t master it at all except for the mole concept. I can’t understand the topic about the periodic table and reaction kinetics. It’s hard for me to understand it and cover the whole topic for the shortest moment. But, I will try on my best to understand it with the help of my roommates. Hope with this way I can understand the topic better. I hope tomorrow the funeral of my grandpa will be smoothly done. I will pray for you my dear grandpa. I’m sorry for all that I’ve done before this. I’m a bit frustrated when my dad not allows me to go home to see my grandpa for the last due to the pre-final was held in this week. I know the reason why. I know why my parents do not allow me to go home. I understand. They want me to do my best in my trial. They don’t want I got worried about the whole incident in the family. They want me to concentrate in my exam and pass with flying color and make them proud of me. I will do my best mom, dad. I hope both of you will proud of me.

I miss you dearly mom. 

I miss you too dad. 

I love both of you. 

Wait for me and welcome me home.

Countdown

Its just 35 days left... But, I'm not prepared yet... What the hell is going on?!! what should I do to recover all stuff that I'm not understand well... Especially for my physics and my chemistry... People... I'm in dilemma... really tension bout it... sure I can't survive already... If I failed, that's mean I had waste 1 year here without any excellent achievement... My musical sketch is spoilt too... Hell!!! Damn worse! Actually what's going on in my life? Got bad luck for couple of months... Dear.. Help me... God... Guide me... I'm trying my best to show my ability to achieve the star... The brightest star in the sky for my dad, my mum, my family... I want to make them proud of me... I'm gonna to struggle for the this last minute, this last chance in this last and shortest moment to grab all of this... God... Bless me and guide me in YOUR way...

1Photo Day

This photos is taken during 1Photo Day. An activity in KML during our first semester.  This is our tutorial group's photo. We are from C1T3.

C1 is for Computer and T3 is third tutorial group. Our lecture group is devide into ten tutorial groups and each group is not more than 10 person. While, my class is the most balance one. 4 girls and 4 boys. The other class are more boys compared to girls.

Another lecture group is B1 which is bio class. Almost of them are girls and the number of boys are really small.

Lemme introduce my classmates.

The guy that wear in black is Richard Sulaiman. A Dusun boy from Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. The boy who wear the striped shirt is Mohd Zulhilmi Hussin, our tutorial group leader. He is a Dusun boy and comes from Beaufort, Sabah. The another guy is Malay boy, Muhd Zamharir from Tawau, Sabah. Actually our class have another one Malay guy whose name is Mohd Naim Ramizi from Sandakan. But, he got another better offer and quit from matriculation. He decided to go for his medical assistant course in KSKB in KK. That's all about the boys in my class.

Now, I'm gonna introduce the girls from my class. As you see in this photo, there are only 3 girls. Bacause our friend, Jumriati Samuddin got something to do on the day and she was late. So,she does not in the photo. Alright, first of all I will introduce the girl that wear in red. She is Alison Jemimah Johnny. She is a Lun Bawang girl, a minority ethic of Orang Ulu from Miri, Sarawak. But, Alison too, same as Naim will go for SPA for nursing course at KSKB in Kuching. At the girl that wear in purple with pink 'tudung' is Sitti Rahmah Hamzah, a Suluk girl from Semporna Sabah. I almost forgot to introduce about Jumriati. She is a Bugis girl that come from Tawau same as Zamharir.

That's all about my class. After Alison and Naim futher their study in KSKB. Our class left 3 boys and 3 girls. The class that with the smallest number of students. I hope our friendship will last forever. Amin.