Today learning outcomes:
1.
Love is hurt.
2. Hurt is love.
3.
Love is not always beautiful as our wish.
Sometimes, we need to sacrifice ourselves. Try to tolerate with each other. Sometimes, it was working out. Solved the problems. But, sometimes it just a curse. Made things became even more worse. Yeah. sometimes I can't just get enough. I can't stand with it. But, I tried to calm myself. I want to cry, but the tears so stubborn. Don't want to drop even 1. Guest what? I really had the thought to hurt myself with a penknife. Luckily, I still remember what I've promised to my friend - Ida. I do miss her badly. I miss my other friends too. I wonder, if they had the same feeling with me? Sometimes, I felt being fooled by you. It was a betrayal! Unfaithful! How silly I am, just pretend there was nothing. Pretending it's not a big matter to me. Pretending I don't care about it. Yeah! Who cares? Nobody cares about me. It just between ME - Myself. It's not about you. It's all about me! I just wanna be yours. Is it hard to u? If u felt that I am suffocating, just leave me. Leave me alone and go with another one! I don't want to be hurt like this. Can't telling the truth urh? Or u want to play other's feeling? If the truth is, u had no feeling on me anymore. For sure, I will try to accept it even it hard for me. I am willing to rather than u stabbed me in the back. I don't want to fill my heart with hatred. I appeal to you, can u?
